My life would be so much easier if I didn't live at home...
There would be no food around me, and if there was food then I could purge without shitting myself every time someone walked upstairs!!
My life would also be so much easier if I didn't look like this...
I would be able to look good in clothes, and have confidence.
My life would be so much easier if I didn't have to actually achieve something in life...
I could have fun whilst I'm young, rather than revising all the time!
But, there we go...life isn't easy, is it?!
I didn't eat all day today, then I got home, saw chocolate and ate it. Then, I purged. I could have just left it... I should have left it. I was so hungry... Ewww, I can't condone that.
CW: 52kg....
UGW: 40kg
Am I ever going to reach my goal? Not at this rate...
I needdddd thinnnn.
I wish I didn't live at home, well, at least with my family. I want a food free zone too. You can do this. Be patient and stay strong. xx
ReplyDeleteI wish I lived somewhere else, too.
ReplyDeleteLying gets to be difficult and I don't exactly like my new habit of chewing and spitting because my mom won't get out of the damn room while I'm trying to "eat".
Haha, anyways;
I'm sorry you felt that you had a bad day, but just remember that it's only one day and there's always tomorrow.
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