It never ends. This is a full time occupation and I appreciate that this will stick with me forever. But, I took that risk knowing the consequences. I also know how this has made me feel for the past few years, and I never want anyone else to feel this way.
I haven't eaten in ages. My thighs are now 1 inch thinner.
Here's my approval to get thinner. And, it made me feel like shit... but I did ask.
I asked him if he thought I was fat, and he said:
And, I mean blunt.
Do you think I'm fat?
Your not fat, but your not thin either. Honestly I like you the way you are, as I say this I'd rather you didn't put extra weight on - but I wouldn't mind if you lost a little. But I love you the way you are now and I'd always love you despite how you look.