Monday, 15 August 2011

Life update!

Losing inches faster than I thought.. good times!

Bought some size 6 (UK) jeans as thinspo (I think that's a US 4?)!!

I also joined a gym :) And today I have burnt 400 calories, and eaten less than 100 calories, so I'm winning - well, closer to winning than I was! And I've been doing as much walking as I can.

I don't know if I've mentioned before, but there was a good looking barman where I work who kept flirting with me, and he recently left. Anyway, I added him on Facebook, and he starting speaking to me on Chat the other day. He was getting real dirty, and said he wanted me to be his little fuck buddy, and was being serious. So he said he was going to call me when he wanted me, pretty much. I know that this sounds as though I'm being used, but in ways I am using him too. It's been 8 months since I last got laid, so it will be nice to have a bit of action... though I am feeling quite self conscious already. He made me feel quite good, though, when he said that he missed watching my "tight lil arse walking around" at work ;) And then he starting talking about how much fun we'd have if we were both locked in the restaurant overnight...
It might be a bit awkward though, because he lives with one of the chefs from work, so if we were together at his, and James just walked in, that would be quite strange!!

I'm getting super slutty... There was this other guy I was with the other day, who I know from college. He wanted to meet up, so I left my friends house and met him in town. We went to these gardens, where we just talked and kissed for a while (he kept biting my lip, and not like sexy biting, it was constant biting, I don't think he had had much experience in the whole kissing/girls area..). But, then he tried to get me to put my hands down his trousers, which I didn't like the idea of, in a public garden when there was people walking past and police walking through (due to the riots!). But now he isn't talking to me, because my friend was a bitch to him on Facebook, for some reason.

So that's the males over and done with.

I plucked up enough courage to go swimming the other day, and swam 800m, I don't know how many calories that burned, but I imagine it was quite a few. And, binges are getting much lower on the whole calorie intake front. Before, I'd binge on say 3000. Now, it doesn't go far over 1000. I feel much more in control of myself. And, there's only 1 every week and a half now :)

Me and my two closest friends have fallen out too. One of them is crazy, so I don't care much about that. Best to have her gone, I reckon. She was going to stop taking the pill, to have the others baby, without telling him. But I'm gutted about the other, he's like a brother to me. But you don't get one without the other. She went crazy at me for leaving her house the other day to meet this guy, because she was home alone, and she was scared that someone was going to come and kill her. She's such a fucking user, she only wants you there when she needs you. And the rest of the time you're useless. I sent her an essay text of how much I have done for her, and how much I've been there, and that she'd taken advantage of my friendship.. She hasn't replied, probably because it's all fucking true!! Between them, they owe me £139. So, I want it all fucking back. Every penny. I don't care if it makes them broke, I am broke because of them. I need the money back.

Anyway, I'll try and update with pictures and stuff soon, weight and whatever etc. Hope everyone is ok n ting.  xoxo

1 comment:

  1. Ohh, you definitely are better off without friends like that! If people cause more bad than good, you've made the right choice.
    Good luck with the guy! I get what you mean about using eachother, and that can work out really well.